finance always playing catch up

I am always a step behind. I didn't want to do journals anymore because I would know too much about myself. I have a million things to do or could do, so I have no time to get to know myself. That's why I haven't been blogging for a while. But today, I am back, because I realized that I wasn't getting nothing done.

So frustrated! Today I looked at one card bill and then the other. How did I end up with two card bills? This is the first month when I really cut down on the amount of money I am spending, but how come it is not reflecting on my bill. Yes, I had to pay for this and that. Legit things like tuition, plane ticket, gas, and etc... It doesn't matter, I am still behind. I am not earning money. Do you feel me? I am so... behind in life.

lemonade life

Okay everyone
false alarm
I am back to normal

I am going to ace today!

"When life hand you lemon,
make lemonade with it,
without sugar!
Then just think of how lemon is good for your health.
That's how I am going to look at it."

dont want to admit that i am sad

I am so sad.