I am sitting in the library now, staring at the computer. Suddenly, I realized, I haven't blog in a while, haven't read in a while, haven't put myself out there in a while. What have I been up to that led me astray from my goal and dream?
Reality hits you when you decide that life is what you make of it. As if you have all the freedom in the world to shape your life to perfection--the reality is life is not a dream. And unlike the movie, "Inception", you can not altar your dream to change the course of the future. So am I doomed to imprisonment for the rest of my life, having no control of my destination?
That too is untrue. Reality changes the way I think, changes the way I move, changes the way I dream. Reality may very well be God's way of reminding me that He has a plan for me. His will, not mine, will persist.
So, I have 3 month till the end of my last semester. I have 3 month to figure out my next step. I am not fearful of what's heading my way. I have a decision to make, and that is to only move forward and not look back. Looking back there may be regrets, there will be comparison. I choose to look forward trusting in Him who will "tell me where to walk" (Psalms 143).
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