I thought I was feeling better this morning until I realized my "beloved" brother took my car. Good bye schedule. You know that feeling when you wake up in the morning and you feel like you are ready to take on the day. You make your plan and you step out of your room. And the. You realize nothing you plan can go accordingly because you dont have a CAR.
Recently, I have been taking on different personalities. And it scares me because these are not unfamiliar terrains. I think I was an overly-compulsive child when I was young. I need everything to look perfect. When I write, it has to look exactly like a printed font. So it usually takes me a unusual amount of time. Recently, that Hulk from my past came back to haunt me. When something looks crafty, I either want to throw it away or just deny ita creator.
In conclusion, I have been really negative.
I miss Dummy. Dummy said I did well when I didn't expect any compliments. Anyways, i am realm trying hard to rid of this horrible negativity. I think I need to pray or something. I don't know. Everything seems so strange yet so familiar. I am scared. Just a bit.
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