note to self

note to self: Not to ask for comfort
today biggest problem: Am I a good teacher?
circumstances during the day tells me I am not. People look at me and tell me that I do not know what I am doing. And that I do not have organization. Should I prove them wrong? How do I humbly accept? No one gives me confirmations now. And then you would ask, "Why do you need others to compliment you." Aubrey Ah Yi is really good at doing that. She confirms. Then there is someone else who always adds "but" at the end of the sentence. I ask because I don't want to ruin someone's learning. But how can I possibly do that when I care so much. Does it even count or matter? Man.