Brainstorming on teaching

How do I give a more consistent level of education to those I teach. Teaching has to be more than passion, it has to be professional. Passion took me to where I am today, profession will take me further. I hate it if my students education suffer under my lead. Brainstorm...
Has to have a set material to teach everyone.
Must have a way of assessing my teaching.
Students grade must improve.
Teaching lack of preparation gives the students excuse to slack off.
The price I listed is reasonable because of my quality of teaching.
I must have a consist price.
Must be punctual, it says something about my character.
Must prepare homework, else effort would be lost through the rest of the week.

Crossing the boundary

Dear Dad
Thank you for the conversation today.
He is not as intimidating as I imagined.
I wished there could be a possibility. Though the possibility is seemly close to zero.
I am Canadian. I hope.

Sorry, try again.

I am sitting in the library now, staring at the computer. Suddenly, I realized, I haven't blog in a while, haven't read in a while, haven't put myself out there in a while. What have I been up to that led me astray from my goal and dream?
Reality hits you when you decide that life is what you make of it. As if you have all the freedom in the world to shape your life to perfection--the reality is life is not a dream. And unlike the movie, "Inception", you can not altar your dream to change the course of the future. So am I doomed to imprisonment for the rest of my life, having no control of my destination?
That too is untrue. Reality changes the way I think, changes the way I move, changes the way I dream. Reality may very well be God's way of reminding me that He has a plan for me. His will, not mine, will persist.
So, I have 3 month till the end of my last semester. I have 3 month to figure out my next step. I am not fearful of what's heading my way. I have a decision to make, and that is to only move forward and not look back. Looking back there may be regrets, there will be comparison. I choose to look forward trusting in Him who will "tell me where to walk" (Psalms 143).

At this moment

Why am I invisible
Why is time ticking away
Why am I feverish
Why do I feel like I am about to die

I feel so bad, but I can't do nothing about it
Nothing

loneliness

The recent event of Amanda Todd is like a mirror held up against the society, demanding the people to look at its reflection. What is going on in the world? ..........Loneliness..........
Within her video, she wrote, "everyone need someone... I need someone." Indeed everyone needs someone, that's why everyone is going around picking without much of a hesitation. But life is gaining on you, pushing you around, it is even more important to choose wisely.

"God places the lonely in families; he set the prisoners free and gives them joy."

to be continue.

Remind me of the time

Remind me of the time when you first rescued me,

When I first recognized your holiness,

And I first realized my insignificance.

On this land I choose to stand,

For your glory, for your name.

Somewhere along the way, I lost the joy.

The reason behind my fight to stand.

Restore in me the joy of your salvation;

Remind me of the time when you first rescue me.

”Restore in me the joy of your salvation, and make me willing to obey you”

”Then I will teach your ways to rebels, and they will return to you.”

(Psalm 51: 12-13)

Smile

I don't care what you say or what you think. I know I definitely shine. 

I was in such a cheerful mood when I jumped onto the bus. Almost instantly, I felt a glance from the corner of my eyes. I turned to my right and I saw this girl with the brightest smile glancing at me. I politely smiled back and sit down. I do not know this girl, so why did she smile at me with such intensity. When the bus finally arrived at Lougheed station, the girl hopped off, smiled at the bus driver and said " God bless you". Then, I realized, " Oh, she's a Christian." 

That reminds me of another time.
This classmate of mine told me I give off a special vibe of cheerfulness. When we were randomly chatting, I told her I goes to church on the weekend. "No wonder," she exclaimed.

I don't think I have a shiny appearance or a shiny personality. I think I am normal sometimes, but most of the times, I think I am "glowing". I mean there are times when I felt like I am covered in coal dust. But the next day, when the sun's shining and the music's playing, I just felt like there is so much hope.

I woke up today telling myself. I have no control over anyone's life other than my own. Or not even my own.  

He does though. I know so.^^