i dont know how to sleep

I can't sleep tonight. I feel like this is going to be a restless night. People kept facebooking me and the notification kept popping up. Now I know how so-and-so felt when I kept messaging in the middle of the night. I thought why don't you just close your notification. The person shouldn't have to. I don't want to be an annoying person, but I realm want to talk. Sigh. I can't sleep. When I think about how sad Lily must be and how Sofi has to pretend everything is okay. I feel sad. I miss so many people.