stupid

I miss people very easily. I don't have to go away to miss them. I miss them while they are still around and when I am still around.
 I will miss you the most, because I accidently form a pretty bad habit. I am a greedy person. I always accidently have expectation.
Anyways, will miss you and am missing you.
 I guess the biggest fear is that we'll lose contact. If I don't initialize, I would have never received a friendly greeting, an invitation, nor a text message. So I am afraid, I'd have no excuse to stay in contact. Especially when I am constantly under the threat of you leaving. So what can I say? What can I do? Stupid.