So fed up with time

I don't know if I am going to make it. I am late as usual and I am extremely upset. Why am I always late. Argh. My life is going to be ruined by my poor time management. So fed up by myself.
My whole education class is going snowshoeing. I was extremely excited but I didn't bother to plan ahead. I packed this morning and I ran out without breakfast. What's wrong with me. Always always.
God! What am I going to do with myself?

Friends

So there really are a difference between friends who care and friends who don't care. All these times I am really conscious of making friends with nonChristians because I hate all the stereotypes associated with Christians. Some people stay intentionally away from Christians because of these stereotypes. Thus, I decided to break all these stereotypes by hanging out with these friends in a "controlled" worldly fashion. Only to find out there is no such thing as "controlled" worldly fashion. One verse in the Bible says "you can do all things, but not everything benefit you". I use this as a hall-pass to do "everything". During the process, I opened myself up to all people and their ways. I thought I was doing well and am a pioneer in opening up new way to evangelize to the world. Today, I realized I was dead wrong. The Bible encourage us to know about the goodness, but it also tells us we need not to understand the evil. I seem to understand how the world work because I want to work with it. I want to use their way to reach out to them. I was but a little too naive. In simple words, I realized who care and who don't care and how to tell the difference. It's really not that complicated.