Tuesday 20 January 2015

sleep deprived loneliness

My only wish today is to sleep tonight. Couldn't sleep last night. Stayed up till two with my eyes wide open. I felt like there were electrodes attacking my body. I finally realized my greatest fear. I am actually really afraid to be alone. The funny thing is everytime zi think of being alone, my mind will tell me that's okay. It's okay to be alone. The thing is why do I think I am alone and that I need to be alone. That is the question.

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